After Sara’s workshop I had expressed to Zack that I would love to photograph her; I had no idea what verbalizing those words would end up meaning and what I had just gotten myself into. Needless to say, Zack was also very keen on the idea and we decided that we would do each photograph Sara the coming Tuesday.
The first image in this post is one of the shots I rejected from my shoot with Sara. In some ways I wish I had used this image in my and Zack’s shoot-out to throw people off a little more.
[Editor’s Note :: If you are just joining this series you can see the original shootout post here and then my breakdown of my portrait of Sara here. – Z]
Zack and I both had an hour and a half to photograph her and we were not allowed to be at each other’s shoot. So, that gave me two days of sleepless nights and worrying about where my light would go and how I should pose Sara, etc. How would I try to apply what I had learned from her workshops and do it in such a way that it wasn’t copy/pasted? And to top it all off, she would photograph me when we were done. Shit!
The image above is my final shot of Sara. I wanted to pay homage to one of Sara’s favorite photographers — Paulo Roversi (NSFW). So I incorporated some “creepy” shadows in the background.
After reading some of the comments on the shoot-out post Zack wrote, I went back in and fixed some things up, but it’s pretty much the exact same image. Note: Thanks for the good critiquing DEDPXL readers 🙂
I thought this image fit well with her personality. Under the surface there is this mystique about her. I also wanted her to look a little fragile, coz if you have her photo book Magpies there’s an underlying fragility to her which I would never have known about if I hadn’t read it beforehand.
I tried the above portrait in both black & white and color, but ultimately the play between warm/cool of the color image won me over.
Here is the before and after image so you can get an idea of where I started and where I ended up.
She said – and I am paraphrasing – I have this confident cockiness about me, but as soon as I picked up the camera I became a 13 year old boy. Haha.. You know what, though? I wanted that. I needed to know what I was doing wrong and what I could do better, because in the end you learn from your errors and then the next time you work you can address and correct them.
My second shot was something a little more conceptual and seeing as I am currently busy with album artwork for a friend’s band. I thought, what better subject than Sara? I discussed it with her beforehand and she was cool with both ideas I threw at her. So to the person who asked, “Who let’s their intern shoot their friend topless?” Zack didn’t have anything to do with it, it was Sara, seeing as she was the subject. She also wore a strapless bra, so that helped with the illusion 🙂[Note from Zack :: That comment sort of baffled me. Bernard was free to make any sort of image he and Sara agreed to make. We aren’t five year olds. We’re all adults here.]
This is not the final image. I still want to bring it into the physical world and “destroy” it. Make it something other than what it is here. This, by the way, completely happened by accident, coz I was not happy with where the image was going. Looking at this here, I am much happier than I was the day before. I remember sitting at the end of the day going, “what the hell am I doing?” and then the next day this happened 🙂
The before and after of my more conceptual shot. No idea what it might end up as, but for now this is what I’ve created. Some people commented that the image felt uncomfortable and weird and that is exactly what I wanted it to be, because of the concept behind the song on the album that I was shooting this for.
Note: I didn’t know of Weston’s work until I started mirroring it and Zack gave me an earful about that, so don’t even start 🙂 After all of this it was my turn in front of Sara’s camera and….you’ll find out what happens next in the follow up post where Sara gives her thoughts on the whole ordeal.
I’d like to sincerely thank Sara one last time for the opportunity to let me photograph her and for the ass-whooping she unleashed. You’re an inspiration and I am glad that we’re now friends. I’ll be visiting you & Alessandro in Italy soon.